Monday, October 26, 2009

Realize

I'VE COME TO REALIZE THAT I LOVE: feeling totally and completely comfortable with being dependent on Mr. Lukie for things. I've always been really, really independent and this is the first time in my life I've allowed myself to lose a bit of that. It's comforting.

I'VE COME TO REALIZE THAT I SAY: things out loud that I want need to be held accountable for.

I'VE COME TO REALIZE THAT I AM: more convicted in my beliefs than I ever have been in my entire life. I never knew marriage would reinforce my beliefs and build my faith stronger than ever--what a testament to God's intent for marriage.

I'VE COME TO REALIZE THAT I'VE LOST: every ounce of my (old) materialistic ways. How freeing it feels to be paying off debt & not incurring it!

I'VE COME TO REALIZE THAT I HATE: ignorance, judgement & negativity.

I'VE COME TO REALIZE THAT MARRIAGE IS: the biggest blessing (and learning experience) I have been given thus far in life.

I'VE COME TO REALIZE THAT THE BEST: cure for most anything is laughter.

I'VE COME TO REALIZE THAT I'LL ALWAYS BE: unaware of my own strength & abilities, until I'm tested.

I'VE COME TO REALIZE THAT LOVE: multiplies exponentially with time.

I'VE COME TO REALIZE THAT THE LAST TIME I CRIED: was when I was sharing with my Bible Study girls about what an amazing husband I have. I was (am!) that moved.

I'VE COME TO REALIZE THAT, WHEN I WAKE UP IN THE MORNING: I should get up 30 minutes earlier & go for an invigorating run...but I cherish my sleep.

I'VE COME TO REALIZE THAT BEFORE I GO TO SLEEP AT NIGHT: is the perfect opportunity to pray.

I'VE COME TO REALIZE THAT RIGHT NOW: I don't feel like being at work, at all.

I'VE COME TO REALIZE THAT BABIES: are so cute & cuddly & new & good smelling...but that I absolutely love our life just as it is, right now. Which means we're definitely not ready for that giant leap into parenthood.

I'VE COME TO REALIZE THAT I GET ON MYSPACE: only to look at pictures of my half-sister, who is 7 months pregnant with her second child.

I'VE COME TO REALIZE THAT TODAY: is my first day back on The Zone.

I'VE COME TO REALIZE THAT TONIGHT: there will be lots of snuggling, if I have things my way.

I'VE COME TO REALIZE THAT TOMORROW: I am going to pick up my new car! (I'll post more about this, later)

I'VE COME TO REALIZE THAT I REALLY WANT: to just be done with nursing pre-requisites so I can get started on that part of my life.

4 comments:

  1. I'm borrowing this for a future post! :)

    How exciting on the new car!

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  2. new car!! Holy Cow that's exciting!

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  3. Good post! I love snuggling, too :)

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  4. Marraige and Parenting are by far the most important things in my life. And will teach you so much about yourself. I love that we get to watch, or read rather, you go through this journey. And that one day you get to go back and read it.

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